I only want to say this here as I don’t want my friends to see this.
Once upon a time myself and one of my kinda now friends were really close. But I think I liked him more than he liked me.
When we would talk to each other, if one of us was upset of having a hard time we would ask the other to “Say something lovely”. Two years ago he tweets me “Gine yello hovtms.” And stupid me didn’t have a clue as to what it was and he wouldn’t tell me. But on a lot of unrelated things our friendship drifted apart and now we barely see each other and I don’t feel comfortable having long conversations with him bc I feel like I will let my angsty emotions get in the way ( I kinda love him when I shouldn’t).
But last night I realised what Gine yello Hovtms meant. It means something lovely, I think. I don’t know what I should tell him if at all anything. I don’t even know if he remembers what he told me.
I don’t want to mess up our friendship any further. I just feel really stupid for not seeing it. I feel like a bad person.
Sorry for rambling.
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